So when a religious person says,
"Where's the proof He doesn't exist?", you must say this;
"You can claim anything's real if the only basis you have for believing in it is that no ones proved it doesn't exist."
I got that from a Harry Potter book. Fucking Harry Potter.
To be exact, Harry Potter and the Deathly Hollows. Page 411.
I told Jessica this. She was quite happy.
As was I.
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Recap:
So I haven't been on the internet for awhile because I've been grounded. Why? Grades.
Psh, whatever.
I'll pass. I know I will.
But I figured that I miss D. I miss him so much.
I fucked up. I know I did. But I'm not going back for him.
What we had is over. Done with. Zip. Zilch. Nada.
And that hurts me.
He wanted to ask me back out but I told him not to do it.
Because things would go back to the way they were. And I don't want that. Not again.
Oh well.
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K asked me out.
Well, the conversation went a little like this;
K: I miss you babygirl.
K: Are you mad at me?
Me: I'm not mad. I'm just getting the feeling that every time I like someone you try and destroy the image I have of that person. I dunno. I just feel like that you want to keep me all to yourself.
K: Oh. Well I was gonna ask you something but nevermind.
ME: Tell me.
K: It's pointless now.
ME: How is it pointless?
K: I saw you holding hands with Kalani and I got sad. I wanted to ask you out but you don't like the feeling of being controlled. The only person who was there for me was Sarah (FYI; I do NOT like Sarah) And if we went out, I would want to be with you all the time and I wouldn't want Kalani to be around you...
ME: Well, that wouldn't work.
K: Yeah. Maybe this was a bad idea.
ME: Yeah, it kinda is.
K: Well, I'm gonna go. But remember that I'm always here for you. Love you.
ME: Love you too.
That was the entire conversation.
If you haven't figured it out; I'm Bi.
So is K. But she has a boyfriend. His name is Jesse. He's okay. He treats her likes shit though and she cheats on him. I should know. She was my first time. With a girl, anyways.
K was the first person I ever smoked with & and had sex with.
This girl kind of means something to me although she can be a controlling be-otch.
God, I have so many fucking problems when it comes to relationships.
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As of today, Sunday May 22nd, 2011.
I have 18 days until I turn 15. I can not fucking wait.
Why?
Uhm, I'm getting my permit.
I'm gonna smoke with Jess. Cause she smokes now :)
I'm getting my permit.
I'm getting my permit.
.. Seeing a pattern?
So, that's really basically it.
Peace
-A
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