Story Time

I've got two stories for you. One short, the other not so much.
Short one first.
*Jessica, please PLEASE don't think of me as a whore after you read the 2nd story. This is what's frustrating me. I trust you that I am NOT Megan. I would NEVER cheat. * 

1st story:
So they girl who called rape on John? Wasn't her. It was her friend.
This girl, "E", just wants drama so she's telling everyone that "M" (girl who called rape) is gonna take this to court. God, E is such a dumb ass.

2nd story:
Okay. So I was with D when I started to flirt with a guy named "S". *FYI: I would never cheat. Just saying.*
Then on 4/20 S and I got so high that we started to tease each other. *Still didn't cheat! Just kind of got each other horny.*
After that day he didn't remember most of it so I figured no harm in telling him what I remembered. Well, I remember some kinky stuff. I told him all of it. Since then, we've been kind of flirting back and forth. And it's gotten a lot more heated now that D and I are done. I feel guilty for talking like that to another guy while I was with D but I never cheated. Didn't even contemplate it. Not once. And S knows that. In fact, he told me he wouldn't have me cheat on D with him. He just said it was fun flirting. And it was. Is.
ANYWAYS;  S and I figured now that I'm not with D that we could have some fun. And we're planning on it.
*I did NOT make D break up with me just so I could have fun with S. That didn't even cross my mind until now. Which is why I'm writing this little side note.*
But then my friend "K" tells me about Gage. And I've met him. He's a total sweet heart. Like, holy shit. He's the kind of guy girls dream about. He's adorable. And he wants true love. I found that interesting. Most guys want action. *S is also similar to Gage. Believe me. *
And I actually got a little sad when I saw him in town today. I was walking around town with Jessica when we stopped in Mcdonalds cause I had to pee. He was there with a girl and they were obviously flirting but Jess says that means nothing. Yeah, okay. And then later on I saw him with two other girls. I don't know if one of them was from the one earlier but it certainly made me a little sad. I tried to forget but then Jessica and I went on this long ass hike up a hill cause we were following a trail and when we weren't talking, I was thinking about Gage and S.
I don't know what to do.
Oh yeah. Today would have been 2 months with D.

I feel like a whore.
I've asked K what to do but she really isn't much help and there isn't really someone I can talk to about this. I could tell Jessica but this is what this post is for. To inform her. I want to ask another friend but she's like Gage's and S's best friend and she's half black. So I'm a bit scared of her.

Fuck.

Peace
-A