Hypocrisy award.

Recently I've been saying some things and I found out, I can no longer say those things. Because I would be a hypocrite. Which I fucking hate. But I still said them when I shouldn't have. I just feel like the world is resting on my shoulders and the weight is absolutely killing me. But it's for the best that I don't say anything. It really is. I can't even give anyone any hints because it would be so obvious. This post is very vague but it feels so much better to at least let something out, if only a little. But this thing, it's amazing. I can't believe it actually happened. I'm ecstatic. I really am. 

But I feel like I should be awarded the Hypocrisy award, like the title of this post says. 

... I'm going to stop now because I might reveal what I'm talking about and that would not be good. 

Peace

-A