Am I that bad?

*I don't wanna hear any crap about this post.*


I have a friend named Ashli. She's a really good friend of mine. Love her to death.
She's also gay so that's pretty cool (:
Anyways;
We were walking to our 5th period when she asked me who my next victim was. I asked what she meant.
She said, "You know what I mean." She said it with a smile but I'm not sure if she was kidding or serious. Oh well.

*For the record, I've been with a kid named Tommy & Dylan this year. They both lasted a little over a month.*


And I told her about liking S and Gage. She sad watch out for Gage. He's crazy. Yeah, okay. From what I've seen, he's a total sweet heart. Whatever. But her comment made me think. I go through guys really fast. Maybe it's cause I get bored or it could be the fact I don't care much for dating and I'll only really date a guy if I really like him or if it'll make him happy. But earlier this year Jessica said that it might be because I compare every guy now to a guy I was with in 8th grade. I honestly loved that boy to death. And don't say I'm to young for love cause obviously I'm not, okay? Anyways, that relationship ended a bit bad and, to be honest, I'm still hung up on him a little... Okay, a lot. I miss him. But Jess was right. I compare every guy to that one guy *His name is Tyler* and if they don't meet the criteria that I have, I get bored. I guess I'm just not over Tyler. And then there's Cade. I still like him a lot. 
So Tyler & Cade are the two main guys I'm still over the moon for.
*Random thought; Where did the saying "Over the moon" come from?* 
So because there aren't really any Tyler's or Cade's up here, I'm kind of shit outta luck.
And now I have a feeling that I'm gonna get bored with S and Gage.
Fuck.
I need to take a break from guys all together.
But I know that isn't gonna happen cause there are two other guys that I like a lot.
Spencer & Connor.
Spencer isn't gonna happen. He's got someone and Connor is just kind of like "Oh, he's cute and funny" kind of crush.

OH YEAH!
Then there's Nic. He's the same as Connor.

SHIT!
I like too many guys.

Ugh.
I have a taco salad waiting for me so later.

Peace
-A